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hey i'm just ur tipical 18 year old girl who loves to go shopping, hanging out with her friends, driving around with ppl, n just having a blast no matter what!
you wouldn't be anywhere in this world without ur friends. be thankful that u have the ones that u do, i know i am. thanxs guys!! love ya'll, n ya'll know who u r!!
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Aug 10, 2004
ppl die every second of every minute of every hour each day that goes by. how many of then do u know? i don;t think that any one person in peticular winds up knowing someone who died every day. so we don't usually think of death as common b/c we only think of death n in a way dwell on it when it effects us directly. n i'm sure that doesn't happen too offen, considering that life expectency just keeps going up these days due to technology n studies n other things. everyone reacts to death differently n also grieves differently.
something really horrible happened in town at 4 a.m. on saturday morning...a former cheerleader n former hopatcong high school student who graduated this past june died. she was driving drunk n high n going 85 on one of the twisting roads in hopatcong. she was driving with 2 other ppl in the car. she flipped the car a few times. she died on the sceen, the other 2 are in critical condition.
i knew her, not well but i did know her. we both cheered in elementry n middle school. in warriors she came over n helped me with my tumbling, she'd spot me when did my backhand springs n my randolph backhand springs. she always helped me with improving them n tried her best to help me with my confidence to them without a spotter cuz i always could, just didnt have the confidence that u need to do it without a spotter. n then this year we talked a very little bit while in chorus. n now she's gone. she was my age n now she's dead. u'd never think that someone u know would die like this n esp. at this age.
yeah this tragedy is probably affecting a lot of ppl. everyone that was friends with her n the ones that just knew her n maybe some that didn't b.c. of the town, the fact that she was drunk n high n speeding. so yeah this does effect a lot of ppl. but it kinda upsets ppl who actually knew her n have memories with her n of her when ppl sit there n put stuff about her being remembered n having things of her in their away messages. that does kinda piss ppl off who actually knew her cuz ur saying this stuff n u have no idea who she really was n what she was really like.
Posted at 10:13 am by thecuteone
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Aug 7, 2004
ok this past week hasn't been the best. first i'm told that a family friend of my mom's side n my dad's side has past away. i've seen him quite a few times. his memorial service is today. n i also found out that my uncle few in from nantucket n my aunt flew in from atlanta. so family from both sides will be there. n also the superior of all assholes is planning on attending. then after the service i get to spend some good down time with my aunt from atlanta! then i have to go to dinner at my aunt gail's with my dad's side of the family n again the superior asshole is planning on attending. so i've been really upset n stressing about seeing the asshole. but other family will be there that i usually only see once a year so i'm gonna go for them n the fact that i can't get out of it. so just from this i've been a wreck.
then i went food shopping with my mom to do her a favor n be nice n we went to jeff's store. n he loves my mom n my mom loves him so they were talking when i got there cuz i had plans to go out that night. so he n i talked too. we both agreed that it was weird to see other again cuz we haven't seen each other in a while. so we talked a lil bit n stuff n then i did my lil kidding around of "oh i c i dont get a hug anymore" n he gave me a hug n i was only kidding around. he n i r best friends n nothing else. but someone feels the need to say all this shit that isn't true in her journal about how i feel about jeff n stuff. n how i was trying to make him jealous. idk how i could've done that by talking to him for like 3 mins then going inside n spent the remainder with josh. cuz josh works there n he n i started to talk. but w.e. she just hates the fact that jeff n i r still close. i can't help it, i'm not gonna give up my best friend cuz of her. that is 100% bullshit. i admit jeff n i had a rough time there for a lil bit but it's over now n he helped me out a lot this week. n i thank him soo much for it. all i want outta jeff is my best friend n i don't think she understands or gets that. she should realize it. so yeah that was all the drama this week i didn't even really get into the whole shit with her, but i dont feel like it.
ok so earlier in the week i went to see harold n kumar go to white castle with selena n billy...great ass movie...n we all thought the guys in the theater were hot. lol. yeah that was a really funny night. we had senior pics yesterday.
last night was soo much fun. i was talking to gary online for a while. i know gary from when i was dating kevin my freshman year. gary hangs out with the group that i did my freshman year. gary is a marine. so anyway he invited me to go n hang out with him n some of his friends. so i met him at qc n then i got to meet fred! fred is awesome n sooo cute. he's just like jitts. fred is gary's cat. so then we went to joel's house n hung out there with leann, marshall, joel, erin, n another guy. i knew who joel was cuz of chorus, leann through history class n dee, erin i think cuz of steve. i didn't know marshall or the other guy, i can't remember his name. when we got there we found otu that joel has a kitten named fred. so i met 2 freds. lol. this fred eats everything n anything, leann had a fortune cooking n was eating half of it n had the other 1/2 in her hand n fred took a chunk of it n ate it. lol. so we got dominoes n the cat got into te box of chicken pizza n was gonna eat it but we got him out b4 he did. then he was standing on another box of pizza n trying to open it, it was sooo funny. so we were watching a movie n i dont remember how the tickling started but i know gary started it. so then i tickled him back n leann helped me. gary is soooo ticklish. so he kept on trying to tickle me n then i get him back n leann would help me. it was soo funny. n then he kept on saying that he won. n leann n i were like no. we did all those times. then gary also likes to tease me about my height. n how little i am. he was picking me up n stuff like all night. n leann n i agreed that gary smells like gary. ok that probably makes no sense but here, gary has this unique n distinct smell. n the only way that leann n i can describe it is that he smells like....gary!! so yeah. we had fun last night. leann n i kicked a marine's ass!! he even sat up on the bed at one point n said she's kicking my ass, she's soo small n is kicking my ass. see he admitted that i kicked his ass n therefore won. but it was soo much fun hanging with gary n leann n everyone last night. gary n i r gonna hang out again. can't wait!!
well now i have to finish getting ready for the hell i'm gonna go through today.
Posted at 09:22 am by thecuteone
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Aug 2, 2004
well i just got back from florida around 9 last night. i had soooo much fun, it was great. i went n stayed with jerry n joanne, they used to live across the street n are like family to me, kinda like parents. well anyway they moved like a year after everything happened with my step-dad, i was about 11. we are still really close with them. i got there n i found out that todd had moved there about a week earlier, from rochester, ny. todd is jerry's son he's about idk early 30's or so. n he n chris, jerry n joanne's adopted son don't really get along at all. chris is only 16. so it wasn't fun when they were yelling n arguing, but i really wasn't around them or the house much. on tuesday we went to jenny's (my sis) marshall's store to have lunch with her n to see her. i haven't seen her in like forever. she;s pregnant n due any day now. she's gonna have the baby on friday if not sooner. if he(it;s a boy) doesn't come before friday she's gonna get induced b/c her boyfriend james(father) leaves a week later for law school in ny. so she wants him to be able to bond with baby. but i'm not gonna get into james too much, at least not right now cuz it's not the best situation. but i got to see jenny she's 24 n she doesn't look pregnant at all from the back. she is lil miss skinny n she gained 30 pounds but doesnt look pregnant from the back. all she has is the big belly n she has more of an ass then she did, but it looks like she always had that size ass cuz u wouldn't know it got bigger unless u knew her before. she looks sooo good. so we had lunch with her n went shopping. then home n out for dinner. then wed we went to the beach. we went shopping first for a while then we went to beach for like 1 hr or so cuz the strom was heading our way. chris n todd went with joanne n my mom n i. mostly it was just my mom, joanne n i. then thursday we went to the mall to meet jenny n james for lunch. we talked n met james that day. then we did a lil shopping n stuff. then friday we went to carrie's marshall's store, carrie is joanne's older daughter, she's 27. we went to lunch with her n then shopping. i love shopping! then friday night i went out with carrie n todd n we met jenny n james at the movies theater in ybor. i love ybor. there's just clubs everywhere one right next to the other. we had fun. todd, carrie, n i went walking n touring ybor a bit b4 jenny n james got there. then we got to the theater n they finally showed up. we got our tickets to see the village in the premier theater. it's a special theater that has a bar in it n they don't card u after u buy th ticket. it;s a 21 n older section of the theater. we didn't know that i had to be 21 to get in until i went to buy my ticket n he told us but then carrie had already paid on her credit card so we went upstairs n bought the rest if the tickets n they didn't card me again. so then we went out to get dinner b4 the movie, we went to dish but the service was really slow so we left n went to this really cool game place that serves food n stuff. we had really good seats, we were like right in front of the bull riding spot. we had fun. carrie got a frenchie, wow it was soo good. i had some of it. carrie always lets me have some of her drinks. hehe. then we went back up to the movie theater n inside the premier theater they were giving away free shots. it was some sort of like jello shot it was green n blue. then we got our free popcorn n todd n carrie got drinks n we got our seats. poor jenny she had to go up n down soo many stairs that night. carrie sat next to me n we shared her drink, not too sure what it was it was a mixture of stuff, but it was really good. the movie was pretty good too. james got scared, he gets really scared at horror movies. lol. he also gets scared of all bugs. lol. he lets pregnant jenny kill them. lol. but yeah we had a lot of fun. we had to leave after the movie cuz it didn't end until after midnight n we all had to get up early the next morning for jerry's dad's memorial service. n james had to leave early for orlando for a recording session with his band. so yeah we didn't get home until like 12:40. then up n ready by 8:30 to go n pick up the flowers n get to the church in zephrhills before 10. not too much fun. then we all went out to lunch afterwards. then we had a somewhat relaxing afternoon until we went shopping again. lol. we were gonna go to FSU too but we got food before we went to go to the school since jerry n joanne want me to go to school by them n all. so we couldn't go to campus cuz we had to get the food home. then sunday we left at 12:15 to go to the airport. i miss them. our flight was grounded for 1 1/2hr due to storms so we sat on the plane with this guy desmond who sat with us n played music trivia with ppl on the plane. the plane has movies for $5, free tv, 24 channels, music, music trivia, n some other stuff i think. but yeah we were competing in our row since there were a lot of ppl playing on the plane it's on a screen n stuff we had soo much fun. i got the highest outta everyone in my row!! we played soo many rounds n all. it has 20 questions per round. n one round i finished in 3rd outta the whole plane! i dunno how i did that though. lol. but yeah. then mommy paid the $5 n i watched 13 going on 30. it was between that n shrek 2 n i already saw that movie. n u get to buy food on the plane too. i love flying song!! we didn't land in jfk until like 6:30 n we didnt get to the gate until like 6:50 or so. the plane was suppost to take off at 2 but didnt. soo much fun n all. but i had fun. then we got home at like 9 n the lady that was taking care of the cats locked the handle instead of the bolt lock there fore locking us out of the house. so my neighbor came over n we had on window in the front that was opened a lil n he took out the screen n opened it the rest of the way n i had to climb in. vacation was great, but ever since i came home it's been really hard. i have soo much going on n sat is gonna be really hard for me. well, i don;t wanna talk about sat at all right, i'm already upset about it. that's all for now.
Posted at 01:23 pm by thecuteone
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Jul 25, 2004
ok, it's been a really long time since i've written. umm...what have i been up to? i was grounded for about 2 weeks, but i still had selena sleep over one night and i was allowed to sleep over kim;s one night, and my mom was gone for part of it so i didn't really stick to the grounding while she wasn't home. lol. when selena slept over we had billy come over and visit us, well i picked him up and took him. we had a very interesting night. we have it on video too. lol. we had sooo much fun, just the 3 of us. apparently billy and i got engaged. lol. yeah we've got to do that again. then the one night i spent at kim's i owe to kim, scott, kim's mom n jeff. they all sat there while we were playing dominoes and asked n pleaded n bargined with my mom to let me stay over. that was soo funny. we had fun though. kim, jeff, scott, n i played soo many games that n we just had a blast. i
this weekend was soooo much fun, well at least friday night/sat morning was anyway. lol. i went out with mike on friday night n we went to his friend, eric's appartment. eric only lives like 7 mins away from me, in jefferson. i met eric n eric's roomate, but i forgot his roomate's name. lol. it's not my fault, they introduced us too late into the night. lol. but yeah we tried to get a party going, but no one answered their phones, which pissed off mike, sry babe! but we had a lot of fun without ppl. we went to wal-mart to get some ping-pong balls n cups for a tornanment that we had, well it wasn't a tornament it was more like practice for one that we were gonna have last night, but didn't. the name of the game is beer pong. n since it was my first time playing it was interesting, i suck at it, but my team still won!! thanxs to mike anyway, i luv ya babe. it was me n mike vs. eric n his roomate. it was soo much fun, but i paid for it all day sat. oh well. but yeah we were all pretty bad after that game, well me n eric's roomate only played 3 games but then mike n eric played 3 more. so they were worse off. and considering my mom was gone all weekend i could get away with w.e. so yeah mike was on the couch basicly falling asleep, so needless to say i didn't get home until after 9 sat. morning. but it was fine with me i had fun with mike n eric n just mike too. lol. idk how it started but we were all supposedly going to bed n eric went up to his room n mike n i were going to where we were going to sleep n then eric comes down in his boxers n then mike n i went into the kitchen n we r all talking n stuff n then eric just pulls down his boxers n moons us. lol. then mike moons him n then i think eric mooned us one more time. so then mike n i leave n go where we were sleeping n eric turns off all the lights n pulls down his pants alltogether. we couldn;t see anything, but it was funny. so yeah then i think we all wound up going to bed. then mike n i got up around 9ish n cleaned up part of the mess from the previous night, then he took me home cuz he had to be at work at 10 n still had to go home and shower. but yeah it was sooo much fun.
i'm leaving for florida tomorrow morning. i'm going to see my sister who is pregnant n due any day now!! soo happy about that. i'm staying there with family friends n i'm comming home on sunday. it's gonna be ok...dealing with chris, isn't gonna be easy but oh well. chris is a very annoying kid, well he's two years older n always loves to do anything to piss me off. he needs to grow up, but i'm gonna have to deal with him for the week. oh fun. but yeah i think that's all for now.
Posted at 08:09 pm by thecuteone
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Jul 11, 2004
ok well i got back from nantucket a lil over 24 hrs ago n man was it awesome!! we had sooo much fun n everything. soo much fun, i think i'll start with the ferry ride over!(sat) that was fun. i stayed on the 1st floor of the ferry b/c i didn't wanna have tp bring my huge suite case up n down the stairs. so i'm just sitting there n my mom was sitting by me, n this group of like 3 or 4 guys walk down the stairs onto my level n i saw them comming n all but i just didn't really pay much attention to them. so they leave ear sight n start walking around on my floor like going around the whole boat n stuff, so my mom says to me, "they were so checking u out, esp. the last guy." i was like mom! n we both laghed n she was like i was serious though. so they came back around n i looked up at them n they were really cute n they all were totally checking me out. then they made another pass n i was gonna go for a walk n kinda see what they were up to n all but then the boat docked. that suxed but they were really checking me out. just the looks my mom was giving me made me crack up. so then i go to my aunt n uncle's house n found out that my cuzs were all having trouble getting there. gregger got there late, steve n amanda hit a really bad hail storm n everthing, deb's 2 flights got cancelled n then the airport made her miss her next one so she came in on sunday. n then poor robin she has two little kids one 16 months n the other is i think 3 but he has a lot of problems...they got delayed in flight n then were told that their flight to nantucket would be held b/c 8 ppl on their plane were on that flight so they get to newark n they let the plane leave without any of the passengers. n there were no more flights to nantucket that night so they had to spend a night in a hotel without any cribs or way of heating lauren's bottle. i felt soo bad for robin n jay.
so they came in on sun too. so sun was going to the airport 2 different times to pick ppl up. then some went to the beach for an hr or so. then my aunt n uncle had ppl over trying to set deb up with some guy so they had him n his parents come over for tea. it was sooo boring...i finally got outta there by going in n helping robin wiht lauren n tug. then the ppl left n then the family staying at the other house came over as they do every nihgt. so yeah we had fun talking about stuff n catching up on each others lives. then on monday we looked at steve n amanda's wedding pics they were amazing. then my mom went home to jersey n deb, gregger, myself, steve, n amanda all went on a bike ride to quidnet (45 min long, just to get there) then my aunt n uncle met us there for a picnic lunch so we go up to the pond n get ready to start to eat n it starts to rain n we all run to the trooper n we had luch in there. lol. it was funny. but i almost had a bad asthma attack on my up there. so when they said that they were gonna leave i went back in the car b/c of my asthma n my uncle wanted to back anyway. so we start to leave n it starts to pour n they all still wanted to buke back the 45 mins in the pouring rain. at night everyone came over as usual for dinner n stuff. did a lot of talking n a lot of playing wiht lauren, tug, n stephen. tuesday was a beach day!! had fun, went with robin, tug, lauren, n aunt donna...then everyone else met us there. lauren was soo cute her bathing suite had a hola skirt with it. this was lauren's first time at the each ever, she loved it, she's our lil dare devil! then we went back to the house. tug n lauren had a photo sesion (their rents get photos taken of them ever year.) so i helped get them ready n all. then i helped get ready for our cook out that we do every year. robin n jay came home with the kids n apparently their photos didn;t go too well. they did it at the beach b/c that's where tug gets soo happy, but the kids ran into the ocean with their new, clean, n ironed clothes on. n they were just not having a good evening, so we had the cook out in the yard. it was very funny n interesting to say the least. we had hot dogs for dinner n there was an inciedent with jay n lil stephen. they were sharing a lounge chair n stephen got up n jay decided to sit back where stephen was. so stephen came back n was like jay ur in my seat. then he added ur sitting on my hot dog, jay was like no i'm not, n stephen was like yes u r it's right there pointing near the back n jay felt n was like oh u weren't kidding. lol. the whole family was laughing...then stephen's dad told him to eat it, n he was like but jay sat on it, n his dad was like so? so then he told him to ask uncle rob for a new one n of course uncle rob being himself had to give him a hard time about it, kiddingly of course. then after dinner we played duck duck goose with the kids. that was sooo funny. ok well my older cuz steve was the "ducker" n he "goosed" deb n she was running after him in white capris n outta no where she falls n got a huge grass stain on her pants n bruises her upper thigh. it was soo funny n jay got it all on tape. lol. then we went in n played spoons! but tug was too involved with playing wiht them so we had to kinda cancel it. oh well. then we had desert n i played uker with steve n amanda after everyone left n i said good-bye to michael n erika cuz they left at 9 weds morning. then i said good-bye to steve n amanda cuz they left at 6 wed morning. then i went downstairs n had a nice long talk with gregger. we talked about a lot n it was great that the two of us got to spend some time alone together. then at like 11:45 i think we said our good-byes cuz he left at 5:45 the next morning. i miss him soo much. tues night was sad. then wed was another beach day!! we went to miacomet. my uncle dave made a wrong turn n they kinda found the nude beach by acciedent then they finally found miacomet. it was fun. i sun bathed most of the day n got a good tan. then i played baseball with lil stephen n brian, then uncle dave got "injured" then deb stood in. stephen n i beat them really badly though. then deb n i had some time together n we got to talk aobut some stuff. it was really great to get her prosective on some things n all. that night we went out in town for dinner. just robin, jay, brian, deb, n myself. that was fun. we had a great meal, thanxs to brian n jay for paying. then walked to the juice bar for the traditional ice cream. then we went to vincent's where robin n deb used to work n jay, brian, n i sat there talking n i made them feel very old! so much fun! n there were a lot of guys walking past us. jay noticed them checking me out, n he is very protective. so he said "let me help u out" n he put his arm around me. i was like no jay. n he stopped. then they went to go get the car n i conviced them to let me stay out on the bench n wait for robin n deb. jay left saying, " don;t pick up any guys n don't drink" my response to both was," don't worry i will." so then a few guys came up n started talking to me. we had some interesting convos. we had fun. then they left when my cuzs came out. then the ppl inside the resturaunt were trying to guess my age. so the waitress came out n asked me how old i was n i told her 18 n she went back in n said i win! i was like ok? then she came back out n explained that i looked young but i have this classic face, so the ppl at her table were trying to guess how old i was n she joined in. then she i guess knew deb n they talked for a lil bit then we went home at like 11:30 or so. then thursday i got all nice n dressed in a skirt for town n deb got all nice n stuff too. we went to town with my aunt n we shopped for a while n then my uncle called n he knew that deb n i wanted to go fishing n he was out on the boat wiht jay. so he came n met us on the town peir/dock n he picked us up n we went fishing. we went to tuckernuck too. everyone caught something but me. not a good fishing day for me oh well. then my uncle dropped deb, jay, n i off at the town pier/dock n robin picked us up with brian n tug. went home n played with the kids. then i had to pack. friday i left with brian n stephen at abotu 8:45 am then got home sometime after six. it was an amazing week!! had soo much fun.
n now i'm going fl the last week of the month. can't wait gonna see my sis who is pregnant n hopefully carrie too. gonna be fun. might stop in atlanta for a day or so, not too sure.
Posted at 12:15 pm by thecuteone
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Jun 29, 2004
friday was so much fun! ok i had to babysit at 10:30 n i was there until about 7. the kids were actually really good. we had soo much fun. i painted shannon's nails, played dodge ball with them. we played war 2 times n i lost both. lol. we did sooo much. shannon had me tumbling again. i was trying to teach her how to improve her cartwheel n stuff. it was fun. we watched spy kids while eating lunch. i think it was one of the best times ever babysitting them. i think it was b/c they were really good for me.
after babysitting was when all the real fun started. lol. i went home n got my bathing suit n changed outta my babysitting clothes. then i went over matt's house to hang with him n mirk. we hung out n they played video games for a bit then we went to block buster so matt could rent a video game. it started to pour when we pulled into the parking lot. i got soo wet. then after matt finally picked a game out it was still raining. we went to my car n there was a huge puddle by my driver's side of my car n of course i walked in it. my sandals n pants were soaked up to my ankle. lol. we get back to matt's n it stopped thundering n lightening, but still pouring. so we all go n get into our bathing suits. we went n jumped into matt's pool n played volley ball in the pouring rain n freezing cold pool water. lol. it was a lot of fun, even though me n mirk were freezing n couldn't stop shivering. the ball kept going outta the pool thanxs to mirk n matt. lol. but yeah sooo much fun. we were out there for a while like 45mins at least. soo much fun though. we kinda dryed off but mirk n i were still shivering. so we decided to take a shower. mirk went in first n then i joined him n then a lil while later matt decides to come in too. we all had our bathing suits on. then we went n watched johnny english until like 12:50, matt fell asleep so mark n i watched most of it ourselves. then i had to go home. but yeah i had a blast.
then on saturday i hung out with mark n matt again, we went to the mall. i saw mike h there n we talked a lil bit. then we went to kate's (matt's best friend's house) to pick up her n this girl jen. kate is a person i know from a long time ago n i never really liked her, i never really knew her just what ppl told me about her. but yeah. so we all hung, went to taco bell n other places. then we had to take kate n jen back to kate's. then mark, matt n i went to modick it was like 9 at night. it was sooo much fun. we had such a blast. from swinging on the swings n jumping off to see who could jump the farthest (i would've won) i had on 4 inch heels. they both jumped n then i jumped i bet both of them, it hurt to land in the heels. so then i won n i couldn't jump anymore. so then mark was like not acceptable for me to win so matt jumped first n tied mine then mark jumped n past it. i would've won if i wasn't in my heels. then we went to quick check n i saw mike there again! he was stalking me even though he was there first. lol. then we went back to matt's n hung there n watched meet the parents well only part of it b/c i ahd to take mark home n then get home myself. yeah i had a blast that day too.
then sunday it was mark's birthday!! n i hung out with him, matt, mike m, n kate. we went to taco bell again. lol. n we also went to the park. not have as much fun during day light hours. n mike wasn't in the best of moods but kate n i went by ourselves n we talked n got to know each other. she's awesome. she n i really clicked n everything. we ahd soo much together n neither of us gets along with other girls too much. but yeah we had a blast together. then we took mike home n then kate had a great idea. let's go to the shore for the day tomorrow (monday)!! n for all 4 of us to sleep at her house! so we all did sleep at her house that night. n we went to the shore yesterday!!
omg the shore was awesome. omg we had a blast. ant showed up n hung for a while. he pissed the hell outta me. but oh well not much i could really do about it. kate n i got even closer yesterday!! we were on the beach for a lil while n then the boardwalk most of the day. in the arcade where ant's cuz works n he tried to help ant get me a stuffed animal, but it didn't work, ant just sucks at it. lol. mark won a sonic n kate got ant's cuz to give her one of the stuffed animals. lol. then matt, kate, mark, n i squeezed into one of those photo things n gor four pics of us taken. kate n i sat on matt n mark while they shared a lil stool. sooo funny. but yeah then kate n mark went on a roller coaster while matt n i held their stuff. it was fun. then we went to eat at jimbo's b/c kate n i have eaten there n it's awesome b/c the whole talbe like swings while u eat. it's soo fun n relaxing. then we went back to the beach n matt n mark went swimming. then it was about 6 n kate n i decided to join them. soo much. omg the waves it was a lil cold but u got used to it. omg i haven't had that much fun in a long time. we left around 8:30ish b.c we ran outta money. but it was all worth it. kate n mark slept on the way home. kate was soo funny, whenever one song started to play she would wake up outta no where n then the sec it was over was out again. soo funny. mark had work today so he was trying to sleep. it was funny then matt video taped kate sleeping on the way home. that tape of yesterday is gonna be funny with matt taping girls asses, kate taping sexy old men, both of them with the camera chasing seaguls. wow. so yeah we a blast. we were all so tired execpt for matt for some reason unknown considering he had the least amount of sleep like 2 hrs. lol. so yeah now i gotta go get ready for another fun summer day! don't know what or who i'm hanging with today but it's gonna be fun!!
Posted at 10:33 am by thecuteone
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Jun 23, 2004
ok so yesterday was the last day of school!! soo happy about that. i'm finally a senior! it doesn't feel like it though. it feels as if we all just started freshman year yesterday. so yeah excited to be a senior, but this means looking at colleges now. yuck! lol. i'm gonna miss all my senior friends from this year esp. mike! (only a few more weeks of ur cast hunnie!!)
omg yesterday my jojo graduated!! she's growing up way too fast!! lol. for those of u who don't know jojo, she's my cuz! she graduated high school. it feels as if it were yesterday we were out in her back yard listening to the music from grease n being our silly stupid imature selves, while aunt kathie got it all on tape. that was really when we were like 8. but yeah she made it through the year soo proud of ya cuz!! she graduated with jackie, one of the bestest ppl ever!, jeffy, my prom date!, n ant, mr. sexy six pack!, n ray, ant's twin bro. i think that's everyone that graduated from toms river south that i know anyway. lol.
i was suppost to go down to the shore today with kim, jeff, neilson, pony, raule, n whoever else but i had to get stuck babysitting. i was suppost to go n visit ant while i was there. i'm gonna go visit him another day, just don't tell jojo this time! lol. my cuz hates when ant n i hang out. but yeah i got stuck babysitting from 8:15-4:40 then home for a lil then back out to babysit at 6-7:45. not the greatest day ever but i made good money. n i actually get a day off tomorrow!! i've worked every day this week across the street. so yeah i had fun though when we went outside. shannon loves this one song i was playing n she started dancing with me it was soo funny. lol. it was, "that don;t impress me much" it was so funny. then she n i started doing cartwheels, round-offs, n i did a few front handsprings for her. but yeah, then i go down the street to babysit where i get to play hide n seek. lol. u have to pretend that u don't see where the 3 year old hides n u have to help him find his big sister. then we watched some of brother bear. now i have "on my way" stuck in my head as if i dont hear it enough with kim in her car n in mulv's class(dont ask.) lol. but it is a good song.
next week i'm gonna be busy getting ready for Nantucket n the jessica simpson concert. i'm gonna be going crazy packing n trying to figure out what to bring with me just too many decisions. lol. then i still have to figure out when i'm going to florida. n now my aunt wants me to go n visit her in atlanta sometime this summer too. i love visiting her though, she's awesome she lets me do a lot. hehe. she loves to take me on shopping trips. my favorite. lol. but yeah that;s all that's going on for now that i can think of anyway. lol.
Posted at 08:44 pm by thecuteone
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Jun 17, 2004
ok so yesterday i called my aunt and uncle who live in texas to talk about plans for nantucket. i told them that i couldn't go up until the 3rd b/c of the jessica simpson concert. we talked for a lil while n i found out that my family from ohio isn't comming up this year. not too happy about that. but my cuz, steve n this new wife amanda who live in ohio are gonna try to make it up there, they aren't sure yet. i hope they do b/c i never really got a chance to know amanda. i only met her once at their wedding. but my cuz scott, his wife kathleen, n their two girls aren't comming up. i'm gonna miss them. n my unlce steve n his wife linda can't make it either. so yeah i'm gonna miss them all! but there r still plenty that are comming. all of my family from texas is comming!! so we talked for a lil while n then he lost service so we got disconnected. he was out in new mexico for something.
then my aunt gail called. she's my dad's sister n she lives in nj. i found out that my cuz mike n his girlfriend erica are comming up again. i met erica last year, she's really nice n i'm glad that they are still together. n i also found out that since my cuz brian n his wife are having problems that she;s not comming up this year. her ni have always been close, we got closer then ever last year. so i'm not too happy about her not going, but theres nothing i can do about it. but my cuz brian is comming and so is his son, stephen. n then i come to find out that my dad might come, they aren't sure they haven't had any contact with him so who knows. i hope he doesn't come. but i have no control over it. they are his family.
Posted at 11:01 am by thecuteone
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Jun 15, 2004
ok i haven't written in the other one since feb...really long time so i'm gonna start over with my life now b/c too many things have happened n i just don't feel like going into it all, way too much to write. so i'm starting over!!
wow i can't believe that the school year is almost over. all we have left r finals which start tomorrow. i can't believe that i'm gonna be a senior!! so happy i can't wait to get out of this school. but i'm gonna miss soo much about this year. like i'm gonna miss mike stopping me in the hallway for a hug, him walking me n raquel to child care n walking me to the child care room when we rn't doing anything in chorus so i can help out mrs. wyman. n i', esp. gonna miss my 8th period class with chipmunk!! i know he;s gonna miss me sooo much along with squeak n jumpstreet. omg that class was sooo awesome. the day of prom when chipmunk hacked with us in the back of the room, it was soo much fun.
this year was awesome, almost as awesome as freshman year. idk they r both pretty close n all. i'm gonna miss the good times that we all had this year together...gym class (self-explanitory), going out for breakfest purposely missing chem n gym. lol. math class was a blast with amanda, matyke, n jess, n sometimes jack, u gotta love jack! me- "don't they act like they're married?" jack- "no, paitents in an asylum." who wouldn't love jack? child care was a blast with the preschoolers. lunch was always great with chris! i miss her soo much! gonna miss ya'll over the summer!!
this summer is gonna be sooo awesome though. i can't wait. i start off with a trip down to the shore the day after school gets out with kim, jeff, n all the guys from last time. then on july 2nd i get my birthday present from my girl, selena, she's taking me to see jessica simpson's concert in hersey! hehe. soo happy. then on the 3rd i leave for my most favoritest place on earth.....NANTUCKET!!! i'm soo happy i can't wait to go there...only 18 days from today, yeah i know i'm such a dork for counting but that's how much i love this place! n i get to see everyone!!! meaning my dad's side of the family...greg, deb, robin, everyone. this is the only time of the year that i get to see them b/c they live in texas n ohio. i miss them very much. n i might go clubing wiht my cuz's this year b/c i'm finally 18! n they r all older then me, like 23 n up. n i get to see how my cuz's kids r growing up! so yeah i can't wait for that to come...gotta go shopping for it. hehe, another excuse to spend mommy's money. hehe. then i'm also goin to Florida for a week to see my sister, she's pregnant n due in august. n i haven't seen her in like forever. so i'm really excited about that. n then i'm also going to a maroon 5 concert with my girl selena, my birthday present to her. so yeah this summer is gonna be a blast and i can't wait.
Posted at 08:11 pm by thecuteone
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